tip-toe to my room,

NADZIRAH YUNOS

2009-12-22T00:26:00.004+08:00

If feels weird not celebrating your birthday this year. Out of all my friends punya birthdays, yours je yang i paling ingat we celebrate EVERY YEAR! hahah. sebab its during cuti kan. I still remember when me, tasnim and diana ( i dont remember if there was anyone else) surprised you with a cake pagi-pagi and masa tu you tak mandi pun lagi! you were still in your pyjamas and ur sister said you had a package! hahhaa. i think that was either end of form 1 ke form 2. i think end of form 1. And there was this one year the theme was GREEN! And this other year when you jerit kuat-kuat "IM EIGHTEEN!!" masa we lalu Syed. And last year, when we surprised you with our cute little cupcakes!! :)

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY GG!!

I love you and I miss you!

and I wish that nanti we all could celebrate your birthday together again!

Nap.

2009-08-27T03:02:00.001+08:00

bila time assignment due je saya serabut.
kenapa??
sebab saya buat last minute!
tp bagi saya, kalau start 3 hari sebelum due date, itu bukan last minute.
TAPIIIIIIII MYOB ni mcm sial!!!!! benda ni sepatutnya kena start dari week 1!!
sbb byk gila yg kena buat.
jadi bila saya serabut, kerja pun lambat gerak.
and bila saya serabut saya nak org lain pun serabut dgn saya :B
teeheehee. tu je lah. nak tido babai.

2009-08-26T21:25:00.001+08:00

YOU DEFINITELY HAVE TO GROW UP!
COME ON YOU'RE NOT 10 ANYMORE!!!!!!

favourite two.

2009-08-25T15:24:00.001+08:00

2009-08-25T01:41:00.000+08:00

:]

2009-08-24T23:25:00.001+08:00

Mata ku berwarna Hijau

2009-08-24T22:31:00.001+08:00

because some things are better left unsaid.
you shall not know.
for you will probably never understand.
as I myself do not really understand.

ramadhan al mubarak

2009-08-21T23:49:00.001+08:00

Puasa isn't complete without Bazaar Ramadhans!!!!
but oh well,

Selamat berpuasa everyone!! :)

:(

2009-08-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

emo

:'(

cheer me up please.

2009-08-15T18:42:00.001+08:00

A PUN SAMA!
B PUN SAMA!

bodoh ah

~

2009-08-07T16:42:00.001+08:00

apa apa lahhhhhhhh faahhaaaaa.

♥

2009-07-29T16:44:00.002+08:00

i never thought i'd fall for you as hard as i did.

:)

YOU who shot me out the sky!

:)

2009-07-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes
Comb your hair
And blow your nose
And when you cry
Who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears
Who really cares?
My mother

Say Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah
For my mother.

hello lovelies :)

2009-07-13T15:23:00.002+08:00

back from tanjung jara! it was a good weekend :) thanks ijatoi for accompanying me! love you very strong! :) few more days to perth. good thing that i didnt really unpack my stuffs when i got back. so now just need to chuck in few more stuffs and im good to go! teehee. hate packing and unpacking! pfft. the only cousin ive met up with since i got back are izzati and aizat! the rest tanak jumpaa me also :( hahah lol. kak alia's coming today yeay o yeay :) and i miss aariz!! so lama tak jumpaaaa himmmmmm :( along with suci and adamskeyh! ho ho ho. i seriously feel like i didnt fully utilise my holidays this time around. i usually make a point to eat all my favourite foods but no i havent even gone to raju yet! the fuckkkkkkkk. raju is likeeeee a MUST TO MAKAN everytime balik cuti. but ni tak. aih. and ayam madu mahbub? pun belumm. tony romas belumm. dammittttttttttt. how now. so litttle time, so many places to go. ggr ggr. k lah im so lapar. imma go now.

p/s : youre damn weird lah. like youre the weirdest of all the weirdfucks around. jadi normal sikit boleh tak?!

eeeeeee

2009-07-06T22:52:00.001+08:00

eeeeeeeeeee jgn comel sgt boleh tak?

GERAM LAHHHHHH.

haih.

2009-07-05T18:55:00.001+08:00

i wish you didnt have to go miza :(
i'm missing you already. please come back soon :'( i need you.

:|

2009-07-05T14:23:00.002+08:00

Dear Mr. Sutherland,

Please reply my email ASAP.

and give me good news.

please? :(

:(

paip bocor.

2009-07-04T20:07:00.001+08:00

berambus pun kau org2 baiki paip! omg. so mengacau my ketenteraman ok! 10 org keluar masuk keluar masuk keluar masuk rumah!! urghghhghghgh.

2009-07-04T15:17:00.000+08:00

i slept and wished that it was all a bad dream :(

im awake now.

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

-

2009-07-04T11:33:00.001+08:00

ground me. take away everything. punish me all you want.

i deserve it.

♥

2009-07-03T01:03:00.000+08:00

i love you new bag.

all my love is for you.

:)

i miss you more and more everyday

2009-07-02T02:26:00.000+08:00

rinduu:(

nak peluk ciummmmmmm :(

urgh.

2009-07-01T23:13:00.000+08:00

theres a limit to everything okay.

dont push my buttons.

@@

2009-06-28T23:08:00.002+08:00

yes lahh i gained weight! shut the fuck up can or not? dah berkali2 balik cuti takkan itu satu benda je yg kau boleh comment on?! sial. everytime balik cutiiiiiiiiiiiiii itu je la benda favourite yg mesti disebut. what is it to you if aku gemuk pun? PEDULI AH. ish. fuck off.

jomblo.

2009-06-28T12:20:00.001+08:00

fahhaaaaaaaaa misses your alarm tone!!!

♥

2009-06-27T03:47:00.000+08:00

dah one weeeeeeeeek dah :(
i miss you!

27/06/09

2009-06-27T00:44:00.002+08:00

hari ni hari apaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?

hari kecil hati! :D

eh eh. hari kecil hati 2. :)

nak gelak mcm ni setiap hari boleh tak?

2009-06-25T22:33:00.001+08:00

OIK.

2009-06-25T22:04:00.004+08:00

think about genting.
think about how much we laughed.
think about the fun we had.
think about rollercoasters.
solero shot. flying coaster.

please?
haih.
i love you very much.
please dnt be sad.

2009-06-23T23:40:00.002+08:00

kalau awak tak, saya pun taknak.
taktauu laa kenapa mcm ni tapi saya mmg mcm ni.
pelik sikit. kepala tak betul.

2009-06-21T04:47:00.001+08:00

hiii my name is Farhah and im 18 years old :)

heehhehehehehhe

2009-06-21T04:15:00.000+08:00

say hello subang.

19th june 2009

2009-06-20T10:34:00.003+08:00

birthday boy got a haircut!

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home today! still packing. almost done though, but i feel like i'm forgetting something. cant figure out what yet. lol. so yeah see you tonight :)

2009-06-16T12:27:00.002+08:00

its nothing big. it was just something you said.

:)

2009-06-14T19:00:00.001+08:00

SMITTEN

–adjective
1.struck, as with a hard blow.
2.grievously or disastrously stricken or afflicted.
3.very much in love

aik. dapat bunga lagi? HEHE

2009-06-13T15:49:00.000+08:00

yelloe

2009-06-12T23:08:00.003+08:00

gooood hair day :)

dah semakin bulaaaaaaaaaaat dah mukaaaa!! :O

2009-06-12T12:47:00.001+08:00

follow the wind.

but what if the wind doesn't blow?

2009-06-11T14:13:00.001+08:00

go crazy with me :)

tefehefe

2009-06-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

webcam punn jadi laahhhh :)

rinfindufuuuuuuu!

lolllolololol

2009-06-08T20:25:00.001+08:00

im going to helll

dont follow me!

HAHA

eeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

bang bang boom

2009-06-08T11:00:00.001+08:00

i love you
i love you two
i love you three
i love you four

lollll

xoxo gossip girllllll

i like the way, the way, she dance

2009-06-08T09:52:00.003+08:00

one down. two to go! my two papers are on 15th and 17th which suck balls cos everyone else finishes way earlier than i do! gah. but screw it lah. gives me more time to study anyway. i still remember last sem when i had 4 papers in a row. it was such hell for me lah. penat gila babii ok. dah la as usual study last minute. then didnt get enough sleep. broke down cos tak habis belajar. ggr. fahha fahha you never learn. lol. the weather's effin cold right now but i guess i should appreciate it cos i heard its friggin hot in kl now. i cnt imagine lah how hot it is. sampai my friends/cousin byk kali mandi in a day. must be really hot. eeeeee i hope i wont get any darker. eeee im feeeeeeeeeeeling so lazy mcm dah habis exam pulak! i neeeed to clean my messy room and do my laundry yg dah menggunung but so malas. im so bored. im gna watch series now. byebye :)

yuyuu

2009-06-07T03:05:00.000+08:00

we're one week down now :[

dont count the dayss

EXAM FEVER

2009-06-05T13:28:00.001+08:00

breathe in

breathe out

papa

2009-06-04T11:20:00.001+08:00

im your biggest fan

i will follow you until you love me

promise i'll be kind

but i wont stop until that boy is mine

aah aah

2009-06-03T13:02:00.001+08:00

Cos i know i'll miss you.

eeeee dah kritikal dah ni. :D

O

2009-06-01T18:16:00.002+08:00

saya dah bulat again.

and iiii

2009-05-28T16:16:00.001+08:00

are you running towards something or running away from something?

youtubee

2009-05-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

CAN I SING ANOTHER SONG?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

lawak lawak lawakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

----------------------

2009-05-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

kecil hati lah

bye

nak belajar

ITS

2009-05-26T04:13:00.004+08:00

sayang aaaaa.
tauuuu takkkkkkkk?

tau tak sayangggg?

makanmakannnnn

2009-05-25T19:00:00.002+08:00

i now look forward to go home
because
i miss
mummy babah nenek wan jang chu aya suci adam izzati gg miza ... and the list goes on
so fo mo much!
and i cnt wait to meet aariz :)

bbr its cold in here

2009-05-25T14:52:00.000+08:00

KIMAK SEJOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

my fingers are freezing!

quotes

2009-05-25T14:38:00.000+08:00

whats mine is yours. aawwwwwhhhh HAHA

talk but no action! lol.

st.

2009-05-24T01:08:00.000+08:00

sin alif ya ro ya nun dal wau :(

noone knows my name

2009-05-23T21:50:00.001+08:00

what is it that you want Fahha?

grgr

2009-05-21T01:54:00.002+08:00

just one piece of shit?

haha.

same goes to you, asshole rude motherfucker.

:}

2009-05-18T14:47:00.001+08:00

BATTLE NO.1
MICROECONOMICS
6th JUNE

BATTLE NO.2
FRENCH
15th JUNE

BATTLE NO.3
ORGANIZATIONAL BEHAVIOUR
17th JUNE

start studying fahha!

need.

2009-05-18T13:08:00.001+08:00

i forgot how to trust.

oh no wait, rephrase that.

im afraid to trust.

:

help?

jjjjjjjjjjjjjj

2009-05-17T15:53:00.001+08:00

tapiiii nanti rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :)

hi :)

saya angauuuuu.

bye :)

/

2009-05-15T16:45:00.001+08:00

i survived the week.
fuck yeah.
but im dying now.
good night.

2009-05-15T09:30:00.001+08:00

its friday

fuck yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

urgh

2009-05-13T16:23:00.002+08:00

done withhhhh alcofuckinpops!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH that was some last minute piece of shit. wait no, LAST SECOND! seriously laa ive never handed upp something that bad before! i think? okay maybe i have. for english 1 in taylors last time. and ended up getting 61% only. haih. fahha fahha, when will you ever learn?

but fuckkkkk it

only one more assignment left.
and french test.
and thenn its the weekend again!

but ive got so much to catch up on i swear! so many ilecturesssssss!!! econs+its. haihhh.
and and and and guess whatttt the first part of final exam for french is next week. how great. how great. haih. wheres the pause button? :( im so tired. mentally tired. please. give me a fucking break wil ya? ;egbgawljhwrifhwlghlwesgfnkjsfnalfjlsfhgh im gna get some sleep now.

mama, youre the queen of my heart.

2009-05-10T19:33:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS DAYY MOMMEYHHH

i miss youuu i love youuu

you're the most sacrificing mother ever!

and i appreciate everything you've done for me!

thank you for everything mummy.

i love you!

tenet tenet tenet

2009-05-07T15:34:00.002+08:00

so i thought my french devoir was due next week
but turns out that it was due yesterday!
fuck.
so managed to finish it earlier and handed it in.
gah. mesti kena penalty. fuck ah.
but its only worth like 3.++%.
so not too bad, roight?
but i still got 3 assignments due next week :[
haihyorrrh

malas.
penat.
nak cuti :(
tanak examsssssss
ggr.
and lapar!

latest addition.

2009-05-06T21:57:00.001+08:00

hello Aariz Dani Yusoff

i cant wait to see youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :)

bleakh

2009-05-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

fahha, you're so inconsistent
stop it lah. its damn annoying.

loller

2009-05-05T09:55:00.001+08:00

raina kata, kalau hati senang jadi tembam.

logic ke?

eeeeeee

2009-05-05T09:48:00.002+08:00

eeeeeeeee

saya dah semakin berisi.

ews

ews

dont likeeeee :[

bleagh ive got heaps of work. HEAPS HEAPS HEAPSSSSSS

next weeeeeeeeek's my CRAZY weeeeek.

no going out this weekend for me.

im gna lock myself in my room.

gah.

-Econs essay

-ITS major assignment

-French devoir

-OB assignment

ALL THIS DUE NEXT WEEK!

and on top of that, ive also got

-OB test

-ITS test

-French test

ALL IN ONE FRIGGIN WEEEEEEEEEK

kill me now kill me now kill me now

MH125

2009-04-27T11:33:00.000+08:00

its so weird.

i always look forward to it.

but this time around, i dont.

urgh.

random

2009-04-26T19:10:00.002+08:00

im so tired :(
neeed to catch up on sleeep.
haih.
thank god tomorrow's holiday.
i need sleeeeeep.
and i miss my bed :(

the kooks

2009-04-25T20:47:00.001+08:00

slow down fahhha.

dont fall.

noone's gonne catch you.

so slow down.

Rottnest Weekend.

2009-04-23T03:40:00.007+08:00

:)

2009-04-22T22:50:00.004+08:00

please save me

don't let me drown

not again

please abg ray?

HAHAHAHAHA :p

kopishop.

2009-04-21T17:48:00.000+08:00

I think that possibly
Maybe I'm falling for you
Yes,
There's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you

please?

2009-04-20T21:19:00.002+08:00

but somewhere we went wrong
we were once so strong
our love is like a song
you cant forget it

and at last all the pictures have been burned
and all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
i wont forget
please dont forget us

but not me. youre not for me.

2009-04-20T14:55:00.002+08:00

Jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku,
Ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka
Tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini,
Meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terima

Aku memang manusia paling berdosa,
Khianati rasa demi keinginan semu
Lebih baik jangan mencintai aku dan semua hatiku
Karena tak kan pernah kan kau temui, cinta sejati

Berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini,
Dan jangan kau tangisi lagi
Sekalipun aku tak kan pernah mencoba kembali padamu
Sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma,
Sebab rasa ku telah mati untuk menyadarinya

Semoga saja kan kau dapati
Hati yang tulus mencintaimu
Tapi bukan aku

-

2009-04-18T03:07:00.001+08:00

whatever makes you happy.

hmm.

2009-04-15T18:50:00.001+08:00

i miss you boss :[[[[[

aih.

how are you today?

2009-04-14T13:11:00.001+08:00

you are in control of what you feel.

never be afraid to change how you feel.

never forget how in control you really are.

nadzirah & miza,

2009-04-13T19:00:00.000+08:00

i dnt what id do without the both of you.

i love you two.

2009-04-13T14:26:00.002+08:00

we're all messed up.
but at least we're together right?
as in, not geographically together. but we are together in a way.
we learn from each other's problems.
we relate each other's problems to our own.
we go through this shitty phase together.
cos its easier to face this shit when you know you're not alone.
:[

i want to be able breathe properly when i wake up.
i want to stop spelling out your name when i wake up.
and i knw you think that whatever i say here is bullshit.
but i dont care what you think.
cos this is how i feel.

:]

2009-04-11T22:52:00.001+08:00

i called her today.
and asked if you mentioned anything about me.
i told her to tell you that i miss you.

question is, do you?

2009-04-09T01:21:00.002+08:00

bump. *opppp*

big bump. *woopppppp*

bump. *opppp*

that was the last ride. i still remember.

:|

2009-04-08T11:14:00.001+08:00

i see you.

but i wont take the risk.

i wont touch you.

i'll leave you alone.

i'll let you go.

i'll try.

hoyeah.

2009-04-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

cant wait for thursdayyyyy!

easter break babyyy!

:)

fuck you :) yes both of you :)

2009-04-07T02:47:00.002+08:00

im sorry. i dont mean to. but it comes naturally. and i really have no control over it. even if i do control it, i think i'd just be pretending. cos deep down inside, i know ive already developed those kind of feelings. towards you. and im sorry.

alexzIEEEE.

2009-04-06T22:02:00.001+08:00

tell me you'll love me like a star
tell me you'll want me wherever you are

LIAR LIAR.

:]

Dear You.

2009-04-06T17:04:00.002+08:00

i miss watching you sleep.

i miss watching you get ready for school.

i miss watching you watch videos on youtube.

i miss your smallville stories.

i miss watching you do your work.

i miss your voice.

i miss you.

the last flying kiss :(

2009-04-06T03:04:00.000+08:00

click me

right.

2009-04-03T09:02:00.001+08:00

cos we're both dysfunctional.

right?

-

2009-04-03T01:06:00.000+08:00

but im not used to this :/

:(

2009-04-02T13:22:00.002+08:00

"who needs a ________?"

Ouch. that hurts. like seriously, that fucking hurts. and you're right. you're so damn right. haih.
your statement smacked me right inside. ouch.

I AM SO SORRY!

i dont think you'd forgive me anyway. cos i dont even know how to forgive myself.
:[

i am sorry. this is SO bothering me. :(

and to the other you, i miss you :<

random.

2009-04-01T11:44:00.003+08:00

i dont know whats the point of me buying so many dvds in jakarta and taking em with me here. cos i dont watch em anyways!!! so byk series but i never watch em here! bleagh.

blues.

2009-04-01T00:54:00.001+08:00

good morning Fahha.

ouch :/

:|

2009-03-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry Fnd.

cherries.

2009-03-27T12:16:00.001+09:00

so what are you looking forward to Fahha?

something you want to do?
some place you want to be?
someone you want to see?

:)

Hi.

2009-03-26T17:36:00.001+09:00

On this day, you read something that moved you and made you realise there were no more fears to fear. No tears to cry. No head to hang in shame. That every time you thought you’d offended someone, it was all just in your head and really, they love you with all their heart and nothing will ever change that. That everyone and everything lives on inside you. That that doesn’t make any of it any less real.

That soft touches will change you and stay with you longer than hard ones.

That being alone means you’re free. That old lovers miss you and new lovers want you and the one you’re with is the one you’re meant to be with. That the tingles running down your arms are angel feathers and they whisper in your ear, constantly, if you choose to hear them. That everything you want to happen, will happen, if you decide you want it enough. That every time you think a sad thought, you can think a happy one instead.

That you control that completely.

That the people who make you laugh are more beautiful than beautiful people. That you laugh more than you cry. That crying is good for you. That the people you hate wish you would stop and you do too.

That your friends are reflections of the best parts of you. That you are more than the sum total of the things you know and how you react to them. That dancing is sometimes more important than listening to the music.

That the most embarrassing, awkward moments of your life are only remembered by you and no one else. That no one judges you when you walk into a room and all they really want to know, is if you’re judging them. That what you make and what you do with your time is more important than you’ll ever fathom and should be treated as such. That the difference between a job and art is passion. That neither defines who you are. That talking to strangers is how you make friends.

That bad days end but a smile can go around the world. That life contradicts itself, constantly. That that’s why it’s worth living.

That the difference between pain and love is time. That love is only as real as you want it to be. That if you feel good, you look good but it doesn’t always work the other way around.

That the sun will rise each day and it’s up to you each day if you match it. That nothing matters up until this point. That what you decide now, in this moment, will change the future. Forever. That rain is beautiful.

And so are you.

I am so damn addicted to this -- http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com

sleep.

2009-03-26T08:35:00.000+09:00

fill these spaces up with days.
in my room,
you can go,
you can stay.